Originally posted by Sweeping Zen.
Daikan began training with Zen Master Soeng Hyang in the Kwan Um School of Zen where he trained for the next 10 years while administering human service organizations....
James Daikan Bastien began his Zen training under the direction of senior monastic students
of Dainin Katagiri Roshi at the Nebraska Zen Center in Omaha, Nebraska in 1979. In 1990, Daikan began training with Zen Master Soeng Hyang in the Kwan Um School of Zen
where he trained for the next 10 years while administering human
service organizations in Rhode Island and Massachusetts. In 2005, he was
asked to serve as President of the Zen Peacemakers organization while
doing “work practice” with Roshi Bernie Glassman
from whom he received Dharma Transmission in March of 2011. Daikan was
also given transmission as a Lay Preceptor in the Zen Peacemaker Order
by Roshi Eve Myonen Markoin August of 2011.
Daikan’s
practice centers on the provision of dharma informed human services
which he has implemented across a diverse number of human service
settings including group homes, foster homes, residential treatment
centers, residential schools, child and adult psychiatric hospitals and
the U.S. Department of Veterans Affairs.
Thanks to Janet Pal for he excellent transcription help!
Transcript
SZ: How did you get involved with Zen practice? What was going on in your life at the time?
JB:
I think my first encounter with Zen was when I was in college back in
the 1970s while living in Massachusetts. I took a class in comparative
religion and during the class I read a book by D.T. Suzuki;
that got me interested initially. About six months later, I took up the
practice of transcendental meditation (TM). It was popular at that
time. My experience of the effects of meditation motivated me to
continue a regular meditation practice. Then I moved to Nebraska. I had
been sitting by myself and thought it would be interesting to sit with
other people. I got out the phone book for Omaha, which is where I was
living, and went to the last page where I found a listing under ‘Zen
Center’. I dialed the number and reached the Nebraska Zen Center. It is a
satellite group of the Minnesota Zen Meditation Center (MZMC). Dainin Katagiri Roshi was the Abbott of MZMC at that time.
So, I began to sit with the Nebraska Zen Center sangha and every once in a while Katagiri Roshi would send Rev. Teijo Munnich,
one of his senior students from MZMC, to train with us. After training
for three years, I received Jukai from Katagiri Roshi in Minnesota. I
continued to practice at the Nebraska Zen Center until 1990 when my
family moved to Rhode Island. After locating there, I discovered there
wasn’t a Soto Zen practice group anywhere close by. So I started
practicing at the Providence Zen Center (PZC) located in Cumberland
Rhode Island which was founded by Korean Zen Master Seung Sahn. In time,
I became a student of one of his dharma heirs, Zen Master Soeng Hyang (Bobbie Rhodes).
SZ: Right. Was [Seung Sahn] already back in Korea at the time?
JB:
Yes. He had already left the states to take up residence back in Korea
although he still came to the U.S. on a regular basis.
SZ: Okay.
JB:
PZC had a monastery, a practice center, and a large sangha. I started
practicing there in 1990 and trained in that lineage until I moved back
to Western Massachusetts. Then, I briefly trained, for about a year and a
half, three or four times a year, at Zen Mountain Monastery. I didn’t
work with a teacher at that time; I just took part in a number of
workshops. One day I was reading the newspaper only to discover that
Roshi Bernie Glassman was living five miles from my house. He had
recently moved to the area to begin a practice center in Western
Massachusetts.
SZ: That’s pretty convenient!
JB:
So, I sought out the Zen Peacemakers and I went to a sesshin that was
held at the Kripalu Yoga Center in Lenox, Massachusetts. It was the
first sesshin that Roshi Bernie had done in about five years. My first
encounter with him was in the dokusan room. By the end of the sesshin,
he became my teacher. Several weeks later, he asked me to leave my job
as the Vice President of a large residential treatment center for
children and youth to become the Chief Operating Officer of the Zen
Peacemaker organization.
SZ: Most readers are familiar with them but, for those who are not, please tell us about the Zen Peacemakers.
JB: Well, it is the lineage of Roshi Bernard Tetsugen Glassman. He was the first Dharma successor of Taizan Maezumi
Roshi, who many know as one of the principle Japanese Zen Masters who
introduced the Soto Zen lineage to this country. Once Roshi Bernie
received Dharma transmission, he moved to New York from Los Angeles and
founded the Zen Community of New York which was the beginning of the Zen
Peacemakers sangha. He was also a founding teacher of the White Plum
Asangha which is an association of all of the Zen teachers in America
who have received dharma transmission within Maizumi Roshi’s lineage.
SZ:
Yes. I have always been intrigued because it seems like in the White
Plum and all of that there is like, some identify more with the Soto
aspect of Maezumi and then some kind of with the Harada-Yasutani. So I
was interested to know if there was koan work there as well for you?
JB:
My teacher, Roshi Bernie, received dharma transmission within the Soto
Zen sect from his teacher Maezumi Roshi. Maezumi Roshi received dharma
transmission from his father within the Soto Sect but he also studied
with and received Inka from Koryu Roshi, a lay Rinzai teacher. In addition, he received Inka from Yasutani
Roshi in the Sanbo Kyodan lineage. As the principle student of Maezumi
Roshi, Roshi Bernie also studied with Koryu Roshi and Yasutani Roshi.
SZ: So he had all three lines going for him there.
JB: Yes. The Maezumi lineage is somewhat different from the traditional Soto Zen lineage where shikantaza
is the fundamental Zen practice. Maezumi Roshi made koan study
available to his students as well as the practice of skikantaza as a
result of the influence of his studies with Koryu Roshi and Yasutani
Roshi.
SZ: Right.
JB: And as a result of my
teacher’s training with Maezumi Roshi, Koryu Roshi, and Yasutani Roshi,
he made shikantaza and koan study available to his students as well.
SZ: Bernie helped set up the White Plum Asangha, is that right?
JB: Actually the White Plum was started by Maezumi Roshi. Roshi Bernie was the first guiding teacher of the White Plum.
SZ: Going back a bit, what was it about Zen practice for you? Was it the meditation aspect?
JB:
I guess for me personally, because of issues that came up in my family,
I had a pretty deep interest in trying to understand the nature of
suffering. My father was a POW in WWII. He was a Wake Island Marine and
was captured by the Japanese 14 days after the bombing of Pearl Harbor.
He spent the entire duration of WWII in Japanese prison camps in China.
He suffered from posttraumatic stress disorder (PTSD), but of course in
those days nobody knew what that was.
PTSD wasn’t even a mental
health diagnosis until 1980. He was discharged from the Marine Corps at
the age of 21 after four years in captivity. The rest of his life was an
ongoing struggle with the long term effects of that experience. He
eventually became a chronic alcoholic and our family; i.e., my mother,
sisters, and myself, spent most of our lives trying to figure out how to
help him. Because of his suffering, we, as a family, also suffered the
long term effects of his imprisonment. I remember as a young boy,
holding the question, “My father is a hero, so why does he suffer so
much?” As a kid, I was brought up to believe that heroes are people to
look up to and model ourselves after; and yet, I saw my father really
struggling with his life.
SZ: Reality was not matching up with the ideal.
JB:
Yes. Even as a teenager, I had this question as to why people needed to
suffer so much: what’s the point of it all? So, I think I was attracted
to Buddhism and Zen because it was the first practice I encountered,
that delved into the nature of suffering itself. I mean, not that other
religions do not touch upon that, but Buddhism is founded on this
question about the nature of suffering, why do we suffer, and is there a
way to be liberated from suffering, etc. So, I think that was the draw
for me.
SZ: Sometimes I think that really there is maybe
not a way out of suffering. I don’t know that we can escape it. What do
you think?
JB: Well, the thing I often like to say is
pain is mandatory, suffering is optional. What I mean by that is we all
have emotional pain, we all have difficult thoughts, we all have
physical pain, and there is no getting out of that. If you have a body
and mind and you are engaged in this life, you are going to experience
pain. A principle cause of suffering is our response to pain. So, for
example, I like to think of pain as either clean or dirty pain. Clean
pain might arise due to a physical problem, let’s say chronic back pain.
Dirty pain is all the thoughts and emotions we have about this pain,
“why did this happen to me”, “why won’t this pain ever go away,” “this
pain is destroying my life,” “I can’t live fully until this pain goes
away,” etc. That is what I call dirty pain. Dirty pain exacerbates the
physical pain transforming it into an experience of suffering.
SZ: It is hard when you have also a physical ailment to get that clarity.
JB:
Yes. And there can also be the pain of having been abused, emotionally,
physically, sexually; of having grown up in an alcoholic family; of
having grown up in severe poverty, etc. There are a lot of different
ways that people experience pain. I think what happens, particularly in
western culture, is that we get the message that you shouldn’t have to
feel pain, that there should be a way to work around it – get rid of it.
For example, let’s take depression. If you’re depressed you’re not
usually feeling all that happy. In our culture, we are conditioned to
chase after happiness and avoid pain and suffering. If you are depressed
you are not happy. If you are not happy then life is not going well for
you and you’re not going to be happy or contented until you get rid of
your depression.
This culturally conditioned belief transforms
psychological pain into suffering. I think what I have discovered
through Zen practice is that we don’t need to get rid of depression. We
can just stand up fully within depression. It doesn’t have to become a
barrier to living a life worth living. In other words, we can go in the
direction of what we care about in life and take our depression with us,
because it is part of who we are—as opposed to trying to cut off or
deny that part of our self.
When we try to separate from our experience rather than accept our life as it is, we suffer.
SZ: Meet the truth of our lives fully.
JB:
Yes. I mean, you will hear a lot of people say, “you just need to let
go of that.” That is actually not a skillful way of working with a
problem … thinking that “letting go” means getting rid of it somehow.
Letting go means allowing you to be completely present with what is
while not trying to escape or avoid it. It entails being present with
what is showing up in this moment. Katagiri Roshi had a great saying:
“Stand up in your life”. Stand up right in the middle of your life.
Don’t try and run away from it.
SZ: Yes. It reminds me of how when someone close to us dies, society might tell us to get over it quickly.
JB: Exactly.
SZ: You receive a few allotted days to grieve and then you are expected to be right back on top of things, like a machine.
JB:
It is a little bit like encouraging you to adopt the stance that
someone you love is not worth grieving over; but, in fact, the depth of
our grief is a measure of the height of our love for someone. Why would
we want to avoid experiencing that?
SZ: I think so, too.
JB:
So grieving is part of the process of loving people. One of my other
teachers, Eve Myonen Marko has a beautiful saying which is: “If you
really love somebody, that means you will either be present for their
death or they will be present for yours.”
SZ: On this
topic of death and grieving, it has been suggested that grief is
inherently selfish. That is to say that most of one’s grief stems not so
much from the fact that this person is no longer walking about in the
world, but from the gap they felt this person helped fill in their own
life. I don’t look at this “selfish grief” in negative terms, however. I
think it’s a natural process and all too human.
JB: Yes.
Well, let me share this little story with you, speaking to the issue of
selfishness. I heard this story a long time ago and I don’t remember
exactly where it came from, but it has stuck with me ever since. It is a
story about a Zen master and his jisha (his attendant) who
were travelling together. They were seeking shelter and a place to stay
and they came upon a home where a funeral was underway for someone who
had just died. Everyone was crying and upset, and the Zen master began
to cry as well. He was sobbing as he fully entered into the grief the
family was experiencing. After, his attendant said, “Why are you crying?
Why are you carrying on like this? You’re a Zen master.” The master
replied, “Because someone has died.”
So, in that sense, taking the
self completely out of it and just being present with what is; entering
into it completely. To me that is selflessness.
SZ: It
looks like you first got involved with human services early in your
practice, important for you in these years since in the work that you do
with veterans. Did you decide to go in to this line of work because of
your father?
JB: Yes. I think in some sense, probably way
down deep inside, I have been trying to save my father from his
suffering in every person that I have ever met who is in need of
support. I have been involved in human services now for over 35 years. I
was actually involved in human services before I got involved in Zen.
My desire to understand the nature of suffering led me into human
services and I spent the first 30 years of my career working with
severely emotionally disturbed kids, youthful violent offenders,
youthful sex offenders, etc. In the last 10 years, I have focused my
work with adults who suffer from PTSD, alcoholism and other co-occurring
disorders – mostly firefighters, veterans, police officers, EMTs, etc.
One of the reasons I was attracted to Bernie Glassman, as a teacher, is
his emphasis on dharma practice out in the world, off the cushion,
actively engaged in the alleviation of suffering. This type of practice
speaks to me as the very embodiment of the bodhisattva path.
SZ: Taking one’s work well beyond the confines of monasteries, Zen halls, retreats and the like.
JB:
Yes. I’m not saying that is the only way to practice Zen. There are
many paths for entering the Way. It’s just that for me, I have met so
many amazing people in human services who have never heard of Zen,
people who I would consider true bodhisattvas. Having said that, I
encounter many people in human service work that are missing one very
important ingredient in offering what my teacher calls the ‘supreme
meal’ — and that is the practice of acceptance. There are many good
people that are willing to work long hours and devote a lot of their
lives to helping people. Sometimes though, they don’t practice
acceptance of those they serve. There is an objectification of the
“helper” and “those who need help.” There is a tendency to see the
“client” as fundamentally different from themselves, hard to relate to,
understand, or empathize with. People who are suffering don’t usually
embrace other people’s attempts to help them wholeheartedly. For many
people, the cause of their suffering is not easy for them to admit.
There is often a lot of blaming others for what is wrong. There is also
a lot of rejection of the efforts of others to provide help and
assistance on their behalf. A lot of people go into human services with a
noble heart. They really want to do good, yet when they encounter
people that are really suffering, they quickly realize this work is
really not all that fun, that it is serious business, and it’s not so
personally rewarding.
SZ: Realizing that they aren’t going to save or fix the world.
JB:
Yes. It’s actually very stressful and difficult. One of the traps that
helpers can fall into, in order to obtain relief from what they are
experiencing, is to become very judgmental about the people they are
trying to help. You see that a lot, more than people realize. There is a
lot of objectifying of the individual who is suffering. When they don’t
respond to attempts to help them, then they become a source of stress.
Reasons can quickly emerge that place the blame for treatment failures
on the person in need of help. They are related to in terms of a
diagnosis which makes them into an object and shifts the focus so they
are no longer seen as they are. Unfortunately, this provides some relief
for the staff who are struggling with particularly challenging
individuals. The relief reinforces the labeling and the process goes on
and on.
I know a Catholic priest at Boys Town (I used to work at
Father Flanagan’s Boys Town), his name is Father Val Peter. He taught me
a long time ago that the word compassion comes from the Latin root
which means to suffer with. The message is that when people are
in a lot of pain and you want to help them, you have to be willing to
take on some of that pain yourself. In other words, learn to suffer with
them while offering them your assistance and caring. I used to see this
with kids whose families had given up on them, kids who had bounced
around from 12 or 13 different placements by the time they were 15 years
old. They had really had it with people saying, “I am going to care
about you. I am going to help you.” One of the ways they would test
people was to really act out and be very difficult. A lot of people have
a difficult time standing in that place without taking it personally.
As a result the client is labeled and objectified as someone who is
really troubled, beyond treatment, and not capable of being helped.
This,
as opposed to seeing the kid as yourself, and realizing that we are all
suffering and that suffering is a part of life. It is then when it
becomes possible to stand there and keep offering your hand even when
this offer is rejected over and over. When that happens, people will
sometimes suddenly wake up and find their heart again. Standing by them
in this way can help to transform their suffering. Not always, but often
enough that you see it as a way to proceed in many situations. If you
just don’t give up on them, in time, that can make a difference. It
doesn’t always happen. It doesn’t always work out that way. That too is
part of life.
SZ: I think it’s quite easy for those in the
helping profession to become jaded, some working in agencies that seem
to churn out “broken people” like it’s a factory rather than a clinic.
One’s worldview can easily become warped in that environment and you can
start viewing people as cattle, especially if you’re feeling burned out
because you never seem to actually help anyone. One can care too
little, yes, but burnout can creep in when one is overly invested, as
well.
JB: I think it was Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche who
coined the term ‘idiot compassion’. It might sound harsh, but it’s the
kind of teaching that gets your attention. Helping can be
another form of spiritual materialism, particularly when the helper is
motivated by a desire to feel better about themselves – either
consciously or unconsciously.
The problem is that the level of
suffering you will encounter in trying to help others can be so intense
that no amount of self-gratifying or self-satisfying experiences will
allow you to stay with that work over a long period of time. Why? –
Because, it is just not that reinforcing when you are coming at it from
the perspective of, “This is going to make me feel good.”
SZ:
I’d imagine one also would tire of the work if they looked only for
clearly defined results (something of a rare commodity in the helping
profession).
JB: Exactly. When I look back over my
35-year career in human services, there are not that many people (on a
percentage basis) that stay in it over the long haul. People come in and
they do it for a while, and then get out. It is more common than most
people realize. But I think if you stay in this work long term you get
to a point where it is no longer about you or your needs. It’s not about
your idea of yourself as being a helper, or even fixing things. This is
why Zen has been a very, very powerful teacher for me in terms of doing
human service work. It is simply about offering help — bringing
yourself to each situation, whatever it may be, and offering yourself to
the other in whatever way you can. You can’t worry about the outcome.
SZ: As your teacher might say: ‘bearing witness’.
JB:
Exactly. When you come to a situation, come with no fixed ideas about
who this person is — no ideas about what this person is going to need to
move to a different place in their life. To approach each person and
each situation from the perspective of not knowing, no fixed ideas, and
then bear witness to what the person is telling you that they need, both
verbally and through their actions.
If you are open and coming
into it with a mind of not knowing that creates some space, and if you
carefully allow yourself to be present with that person, of itself the
fruit is born. Right action will arise. When we can trust in this
process, and not be afraid of it, allowing it to happen; people are
often surprised how much better that works. This is different from the
stance that says, “I have this degree and I have this license and I have
this number of years in the field,” or, “This person is a borderline
personality disorder, I know exactly what they need, and I know exactly
what treatment they should receive.” Of course the person, who is
suffering, has heard this for years and is yet to be helped in
meaningful ways. This can be a very difficult, lonely, and a tough spot
in life, feeling like you are on the outside looking in and no one is
really getting you.
SZ: I would imagine, being on that side of things, you would feel that nobody sees you as a person.
JB: Exactly.
SZ: You’re just a diagnosis.
JB:
The thoughts of human service professionals can sometimes take the form
of, “I have got X number of patients today and, given your diagnosis,
you get this medication and you go to this group. Next!…”
SZ: Like a machine.
JB:
Yes. There are lot of people who are practicing the dharma who are
working in human services. My hope is that dharma informed human service
practice will gradually pervade the field and transform the current
understanding of how the mind works. We are seeing that happen already.
Some of the hottest new interventions in mental health services are
dharma informed treatments such as mindfulness meditation and trauma
focused yoga.
I mean, I have been doing this for 30 years and I
can remember a time when you couldn’t even say you were a Zen Buddhist
because people might get concerned that you were part some kind of cult.
Now, 30 years later, mental health treatment is infused with ideas
about mindfulness, as well as other forms of eastern practices. Jon
Kabat-Zinn, probably more than anybody on the planet, has spread the
teaching of the dharma in the West within the human service realm, yet
he has never called what he does Buddhism. But, it basically is. It’s
Buddhism devoid of all its religious trappings.
SZ: I
actually think that is probably going to be an effective model here in
the West. This is a very Christian nation where aren’t always open to
something that is ‘Zen Buddhist’ or ‘Buddhist.’ But if it is available
to you in a more secular context, such people might be more receptive to
it. It’s more inclusive that way. I often hold up a website a friend
runs called Do No Harm, which similarly has Buddhist influences without once mentioning it or any other religion.
JB: Very cool!
SZ:
It really is. It’s just a very simple and up for interpretation —
grounded in Buddhist principles, but the overarching message is just ‘Do
No Harm.’
JB: Exactly. These principles are inherent
within dharma influenced mental health interventions and they just work.
You don’t have to call it religion, or dharma, or Zen. What is
important is that people are exposed to the teaching in a way helps
them.
There is an old saying: “If you build a better mouse trap, people will beat a path to your door.”
I
think that is why mindfulness meditation and other forms of eastern
practices like yoga are becoming so popular, particularly within mental
health treatment. Clinicians are getting results with clients they
didn’t always see with more “mainstream” treatments and medications. So,
it is going to happen of itself because it works.
One of the
things that is going to be interesting to watch is what mindfulness
meditation and other eastern practices will look like, once they are
separated from the religious traditions that gave them life. For
example, I have met people who are licensed clinical psychologists who
teach their clients meditation but don’t meditate themselves. So, my
question is: how can you really convey the benefits of such a practice if what you are offering is not situated in your own experience of it?
SZ: Fair question. In such a scenario, how would a clinician respond if someone has questions about the meditation experience?
JB:
Exactly. I have worked with folks who do that. It is hard for them to
respond in ways that speak directly to the client’s experience. As a
consequence, the client does not receive clear guidance about their
mindfulness practice which is not particularly helpful.
SZ:
Acceptance, which you mentioned earlier, is really a key word in all of
this. In my understanding of it, it looms large in work done with those
suffering from PTSD. I believe the literature refers to it as
‘grounding’, which always struck as a kind of meditative exercise.
JB:
Yes. You can think of PTSD as the fear of one’s own experience. People
who experience PTSD, have been exposed to life situations where the
amount of fear that is generated causes them to believe they might die
or the event is very intense and overwhelming. The fear encountered in
the initial experience can evolve into long-term chronic fear, a
continuing fear that something terrible could happen at any time.
The issue with PTSD is that these experiences don’t happen in a vacuum. The always
happen where there are people, places and things. For example, we work a
lot with OEF/OIF veterans (OEF is Operation Enduring Freedom and OIF is
Operation Iraqi Freedom which are military code words for the wars in
Afghanistan and Iraq). In Iraq, soldiers found themselves in a
360-degree battlefield. There was no safe area in the rear where the
risk of dying was absent. It didn’t matter whether you were a frontline
combat infantryman or you were working in a hospital or doing logistic
support. Every day there was a real possibility that you could be
killed.
These young veterans are still living with that fear, day
in and day out. One of the weapons used to kill GIs in Iraq is called
IEDs, or improvised explosive devices. IEDs are often concealed in bags
lying on the side of the road, waiting to be detonated. Many young
soldiers lost their lives to these devices. When these young vets come
back home and are driving down I-91, and see an object lying in the
road, they swerve around it as if they are back in Iraq – not
understanding what is happening to them.
SZ: An automatic response programmed in to them.
JB:
Yes, they have a conditioned fear that is a part of them now. A soldier
once said, “They say only the dead have seen the end of war, but I have
seen the end of war. The question is, will I ever live again?” That
captures the essence of what PTSD is, because even though you are back
here “in the world,” you are still living that war every day in your
head.
SZ: There can also be guilt over being the one who did not die.
JB:
That is very common. We call that survivor guilt. It is an existential
question that asks, “Why did all these other people die and not me?” It
just seems completely arbitrary. When one faces that, it brings up
powerful questions about the meaning of life … how impermanent it is and
how it can end so quickly, with no rhyme or reason as to why this
person died rather than me. I remember my father would sometimes break
down, especially when he had been drinking, and say things like, “There
were men that I fought with who I looked up to, who I thought were
better men than me. Why did they die and not me? They didn’t deserve
that.” So, there are deep questions they struggle with about “the great matter of life and death.”
SZ: To live that way every day following a trauma – one would almost have to start feeling like a ghost.
JB:
For some people it can actually work through them in such a way that
causes them to pull back from their family, their friends, their wives,
their children, and start to isolate. They don’t want to spend time
around people because it is very hard to have relationships after
traumatic experiences. Relationships are fraught with pain and loss and
all the kinds of things that remind them of their trauma. So, it is very
hard to be in relationships with people when you are carrying this kind
of internal struggle.
SZ: It has to be tremendously
difficult work for individuals, because the PTSD responses are so
automated – like in your example of swerving at an underpass. It must be
very discouraging for someone to work through that, having reactions
that aren’t conscious decisions.
JB: It is a conditioned
response. That is another thing about Buddhist practice – it teaches us a
lot about the process of conditioning. We are what we have experienced,
and we bring all of our experiences into each moment. We don’t
necessarily understand how thoughts, feelings and behaviors are
conditioned but, if you look at life as the interconnectedness of all
things, each of us is a unique expression of this interconnectedness.
SZ: Is PTSD work about reconditioning or de-conditioning?
JB:
I don’t think it is about reconditioning or de-conditioning. It’s about
having them see the conditions that are arising and then working with
those conditions.
SZ: So meditation is probably very helpful in that work.
JB:
Yes. It can be very helpful because one of the skills involved in Zazen
is seeing thoughts as just thoughts, feelings as just feelings, etc.
Just seeing what is arising and just allowing it to be there, without
engaging with it. That can be extremely helpful for someone who is
tortured by thoughts and memories of intense, terrifying experiences. To
be able to see these difficult and horrifying internal experiences, and
come to the realization that as much as it hurts to experience them,
they can’t actually harm you. In the end they are just thoughts. For
example, If someone comes up to you on the street and points a gun in
your face and pulls the trigger, you are going to die. However if
someone appears in a dream you are having and pulls the trigger, you
might be frightened but you won’t die. Thoughts are formless forms. But,
when we are experiencing them, they can cause us to feel as if they are
as real as the actual life experiences that generate them.
SZ: They might as well be real.
JB:
What PTSD is about is trying to get away from terrifying thoughts, as
opposed to seeing them for what they are. They are just thoughts. If a
person will simply allow them to be present without taking any action,
they will go of themselves. No feeling is final. No thought can maintain
itself by itself because everything is impermanent and changing. So
Zazen is a beautiful practice for seeing this process. Whatever arises
will pass away, in time, of itself.
SZ: Then again, there is the Lotus Sutra.
JB: Exactly (laughter).
SZ: I think we have covered really good ground here. Tell us a bit about Howling Dragon and how you got started with that.
JB:
Howling Dragon is a dream that I have to create a lineage committed to
bringing the dharma into human services and other forms of helping. One
of the things my teacher, Roshi Bernie, has been talking about for
years, going all the way back to his development of the Greyston
Mandala, is to see the bodhisattva path as taking action in the world to
directly alleviate human suffering. So, Howling Dragon is a
form of Zen practice that uses human services as a vehicle for taking
direct action to alleviate human suffering – dharma informed
“work/practice” if you will.
SZ: What is meant by the quote on your website: “a dragon howling in a withered tree.”
JB: Oh, there is a koan that Dogen Zenji wrote about in his 300 koan collection, and the koan states: “A monk asked the master, ‘What is the way?’ and the master replied, ‘A dragon howling in a withered tree’”.
So, once you experience this koan you will discover the Howling Dragon.
SZ:
Fair enough! In closing, are there any books you might recommend to
readers on Zen practice or on any of the topics we explored today?
JB: Yes. One book that I would recommend is Somerset Maugham’s The Razor’s Edge.
It’s the story of a man who lives a life of privilege and goes off to
volunteer in the Spanish Civil War. He has some pretty traumatic
experiences as an ambulance driver. You might say he develops PTSD and
spends the rest of his life trying to understand the nature of
suffering. I would highly recommend this book.
SZ: I’ll have to order that one.
JB: There are a lot other Zen books nowadays. I also highly recommend a couple of books that my teacher wrote, Instructions to the Cook, which is a great book about bringing the dharma into the world of human services and social action, and Bearing Witness,
which talks again about the theme of bringing your dharma directly to
the people you serve in the places where they live and work.
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